Darling BB

BB can only come back tomorrow as there are some problems with the plane and everyone on the ship gotta stay on board for one more day.. This trip BB really misses me. I received 2 of his messages today whereby he sent it 2 days ago (guess reception is really bad) and I can sense that he really misses me very much as it has been a while since I received such messages from him and suddenly I feel so sad that he can't be by my side and let me bully (He secretly loves it!). hahhahahahah!

I always make him to do funny faces with me when we take pictures but just before the click I will always decided to act cute instead. Hahhahahah! So he looks ugly in most funny faces photos! *wide evil grinz*

BB: Irritating. Ask me to pout and she act cute. Pout is supposed to make your lips looked as pointed as possible!

TMD..ask him to smile and he looks like he is disgusted! He says that he is suppressing his smile cause he's on the phone! *fumes*

BB: hahaha..for once I got her! Me looking good and she looks ugly ;p

Lastly, the only decent picture that BB ever took for me.

Me looking all cheery and happy :D

*Hearts!!*

Feeling blue

BB went for "trial" sailing for another 3 days again..

It felt kinda weird without him around (especially at night after I got home) and maybe it's just me..the room seems to feel colder(literally colder) without him. Maybe it's the pms-ing period so a little emo and I am seriously bored. Like there's no one to talk to at home and I felt so alone (maybe I am just getting too used to his presence).I probably died from not talking after a while. Hhahahah!

Gosh..How am I going to survive the coming four looooong months?!?!?! I seriously can't imagine :(

And ya!To digress a little from my sadness, I had been reading this girl's blog and she is currently staying in Dallas (her hubby in air force) and the more I read, the more I wanna go over immediately la! Life seems great and peaceful over there! The only major hurdle for me is whether am I able to give up my job (I am not exactly earning peanuts)and just go over there for 2 years as when I get back, it might be a little difficult for me to get a nice job..Well, Hopefully everything will go according to my plan.

I am praying.

God bless.

Familiar no more :(

I went to Suntec earlier to just browse around and hopefully I can manage to get my glutinous rice (I have cravings for it for the longest time since I changed job la!). I happily ordered one and paid for it. But who knows, when the aunty is packing for me, I sensed something was amiss. It is not the one I always had before!! The one I always ate comes with char siew and it was top off with a nice char siew sauce! The one aunty was preparing was with ikan bilis!! Arghhhhhh...It is practically worlds apart! :(

Feeling upset, I went to the other tower in the hope of getting a pair of heels to replace my current one (Yes, I am one of those that can have one particular top/dress/shoe in different colors if I really love it or buy 2 pairs at a go in case it ran out of stocks in the future ;p). Guess what?? The shop is GONE! Not only that particular shop, a few others had changed hands too!! I can't believe it!It's just within such a short period of time!

All of a sudden, the entire mall felt so cold and different and I am like someone being there for one of the first few times in my life whereby I used to be there almost everyday! It's so upsetting ;(

Guess the only good thing that came out of my little trip is that I managed to get the crystal jade ham and egg bread that I love. Better than nothing at all!